So. In all honesty, I’ve been feeling a bit lost on line lately.
Well, to be completely honest, I’ve been feeling that way since January.
There are reasons why and I can list them: moved from blogger to wordpress without my followers and old posts; started a wonderful, but extremely time consuming grateful project of making a hundred paintings for people I love; wrote heartfelt posts for Roots of She, Kind Over Matter and the I-Studio, but not my own blog – social media overload…those are just a few.
But none of that matters, really. The whys aren’t important. I’ve learned that it is important for me to be quiet and still enough to hear the whispers of my heart. There have been whispers, but I haven’t been listening.
I started taking Liv’s class, Building a Blog You Truly Love (because the universe is wonderful and connects me with exactly what is needed) and it is making my mind expand and open to the possibilities, instead of limiting myself. It is a true gift exactly when I need it most.
Today, my friend, Julia reached out to me with an email to check in and I was able to share this uncomfortable feeling of losing my on-line voice. Simple, kind words from her meant everything.
Today, my friend, Amanda sent this to me by Laura Simms, via twitter, and it made me cry a little. The perfect timing of her sending this to me today, exactly when I needed it most, reminds me that everything is happening exactly as it should. I can rest in that space and wait until I have more clarity.
And, a sweet mama bird made her nest in our front door wreath. Our front door! She is sitting on 3 sweet little speckled eggs. This has got to be a good sign!
I am in the process of change and growth in a very good way. I feel it so strongly.
Now, I just need to listen and see what comes next.